nickmiller:

For me, the journey of trying to write something that’s good has been filled with agonizing moments, so many that I’ve often wondered why I keep pursuing this dream; but it’s during those rare moments when I’m in it, truly in it, banging away at the laptop keys, chasing a fresh idea, bobbing my head as if I were a fucking concert pianist playing in front of a large crowd—all while I’m alone with my coffee in a depressingly quiet room—that I realize I want to be a writer for the rest of my life.  

this about sums it up